Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it OK
There always some reason to feel not good enough
And it hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction or a beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty and weightless and maybe
I find some peace tonight

In the arms of the Angel far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You are in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That make up for all that you lack
It dont make no difference, escape one last time
It easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

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    深夜，无力的躺在床上，带上耳机，让音乐麻痹着我的耳朵。眼睛累了，却不愿闭上不愿转，直盯着天花板发呆，躺得无聊极了，冰箱里拿出一罐HappY的冒汗的ColA，空气二十几的温度下。ColA的泡泡快乐的轻咬我嘴唇，这样的夜晚即无聊又自在。

 

    好久没抽烟了，几乎忘了烟的感觉，烟现在对我来说是一种奢侈品，记得以前朋友经常说，抽烟是对身体的一种伤害，但是抽烟也是能让你更快的忘记伤害。希望香烟如伤害一样，烧尽燃完也就没了，而是化成淡淡的一股烟离我而去....

 

    打开我的笔记本电脑跳进xP，MSN自动lOg In完毕，便一头扎进了挤满了人的地方对于网络，我不知道自己是什么感觉。面对着冰冷的sCreeN,形形色色的人在我的屏幕前敲着不同的心情。每个人都在tYPinG...不同的是打字的fEEliNg....我用我的的MiNd去解读着每一个字的组成存在的mEAninG..

 

    一个人的时候，空虚的感觉会无情地占据你的心灵。无助的时候，往往会感觉自己很孤单。现在才发现没有人可以倾诉，即使倾诉了得到的也是安慰而已，真希望现在谁把我唤醒，告诉我现在的我是幻觉，是个梦，梦总有一天会醒的....

                                                             _SepTEmBer
                                                          美东时间：凌晨1:26

 

后记：一直想写一点心情的东西，权当是一种宣泄，身在异国，没有宣泄是不行的，这首歌天使之城的原声碟建议大家听下，而且是把音响开了响些，这歌特有震撼感同时又富有灵感，港汇4楼的音响店就是用它当test的，每次和老婆做在店门口，都能听到...